Shit...

Afiq Nyq
‎"There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you."
Tuesday at 10:38pm


Pundek lu la...B.I bertabur, "I see no one but u", dat the correct one. Bongok, wat malu Fatin je ade Laki cam ko ni. U took sumbody girl, u realise dat, u'll be safe until the evil inside me blow out. Then dat time I'll feel no luv, only suck, fuck and all the evil things. Dat time u'll feel the pain.
BTW u did dis to me rite? One day, u'll feel the pain , if it not happen to u, it'll happen to ur mom, dad, wife maybe?, or ur children? or anyone that u luv? Coz u never ask , never say sorry for what u have done to me. I believe in ALLAH revenge, even I'm not a good guy, but I believe it, I believe in it.

Don't read this cyg

Salam,
Sorry not updating, my condition not allowed me to update but tonite I've to.
Dunno why I dream of her in 3 nite straight. Is it a sign? Gud or bad sign? Her boy not well now, maybe keep bz giving him treatment. Its ok..U happy? Then its ok...He safe not becoz of me, but u, I've promise to u, dat nite...I'll not harm him if u let me know who is the man that disturbing our relationship. Dats what I promise to u, and I'll keep my promise to u.

I try to find what've I done wrong to u. I found one by one, and I'll write here in my blog. The hotel in Klang, the place I spare for u. Just to make U happy and make u comfortable to hang out wit me. There's a mistake, coz my reaction to u, like I dun care about U. I'm really sorry, I really sorry about ur 'lunch/dinner time', I didn't mean that. Just...........I got some problem dat makes me little bit "xbetul". I admit that, it is my fault. I shouldn't did dat. I should not :(. Just saying that, even I'm dat 'kasar', or rude or 'x berbudi bahase', but my love to U, not base on dat particular things. I'm loving truly from my most deepest place in my heart.

After 2 months...almost 3 months. I hope U happy wit the new one. I wanna call u, asking ur condition, ur latest news but....I afraid that sumone name AFIQ will answer the phone. I'm sorry coz I become like this. I'm sorry about what've I done bad to u. I just ......just loving u...loving u too much....until I've to find sumting that can make me forget about, even for 1 minute. Dat sumting is PAIN.

I'm sorry, and I know my "SORRY" can't bring u back to me. Just pray for me everyday in ur SOLAT. I dunno wat I'll become later in future....
I'm Sorry.... :(

sorry

I can't update my blog lately, coz my hand getting worse...
Take Care.
Just be happy if he makes u happy...
Not like me...

Pain

Salam...
DOne my job in Pangkor Island...
My finger got damn hurt...dunno wat happen la...shit...any advice, any one...please...I take off the bandage, not comfortable...maybe dats the reason why my finger getting worse...

Btw..who's fucking care about me anymore...kah kah kah...

Crack

Salam
Dats what happen. My finger cracked, after last night fighting. Feel damn hurt, ass hole. Jut went to clinic by motorcycle, just wanna check if anything bad happen. After doctor said u finger bone cracked. I got shocked...how did it happen. Hahahah..but its ok, the feel of the pain, litt;e bit makes me forgot a lot of my problem. My father disharge today from hospital.Hope he'll get better sooner..

To her; have a nice day and jage diri baik baik cyg...

PLAZA ALAM SENTRAL

This pictured was captured in September 2010. In front of Plaza Alam Sentral. I was very happy meeting her. Feeling so gud being with her. She always complained dat she's not dressing well, not make up well...but I told her, I dun care about dat. I never imagine the time I captured dis pic, she already get sumone new :(. I know my fault, y u didn't give the chance to fix it. What is his advantage? I want to work in Kedah, but U said I dun have to do dat....what should I do. Now, for sure he already hold ur hand, dunno wat will he'll be doing tomoro and so on. Its so easy for U, sack me and did like dis to me, then get flirting wit sumone new, while I got damn hurt here.

Thanks for every luv u show me for almost 3 years...:(

What da.....

Salam..
Damnn....I miss her a lot tonite...dunno why..

I miss her...:(