Salam,
Sorry not updating, my condition not allowed me to update but tonite I've to.
Dunno why I dream of her in 3 nite straight. Is it a sign? Gud or bad sign? Her boy not well now, maybe keep bz giving him treatment. Its ok..U happy? Then its ok...He safe not becoz of me, but u, I've promise to u, dat nite...I'll not harm him if u let me know who is the man that disturbing our relationship. Dats what I promise to u, and I'll keep my promise to u.
I try to find what've I done wrong to u. I found one by one, and I'll write here in my blog. The hotel in Klang, the place I spare for u. Just to make U happy and make u comfortable to hang out wit me. There's a mistake, coz my reaction to u, like I dun care about U. I'm really sorry, I really sorry about ur 'lunch/dinner time', I didn't mean that. Just...........I got some problem dat makes me little bit "xbetul". I admit that, it is my fault. I shouldn't did dat. I should not :(. Just saying that, even I'm dat 'kasar', or rude or 'x berbudi bahase', but my love to U, not base on dat particular things. I'm loving truly from my most deepest place in my heart.
After 2 months...almost 3 months. I hope U happy wit the new one. I wanna call u, asking ur condition, ur latest news but....I afraid that sumone name AFIQ will answer the phone. I'm sorry coz I become like this. I'm sorry about what've I done bad to u. I just ......just loving u...loving u too much....until I've to find sumting that can make me forget about, even for 1 minute. Dat sumting is PAIN.
I'm sorry, and I know my "SORRY" can't bring u back to me. Just pray for me everyday in ur SOLAT. I dunno wat I'll become later in future....
I'm Sorry.... :(
