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SI Bangsat Afik WKB 1***

Salam
U knew my blog huh. Good. Dunno how u can get my blog address. No shame? U take sumone gf,think u gud enough huh, u never know her, like I knew her.

But, now u got her, so take gud care of her. Or else, I "pick" u up.

U motherfucker bloodyhell boy. U safe just becoz of her.

What happen to u

Salam.
can u tell me what actually happen to u overthere. U seem not very happy overthere. About money, what's theproblem? Tell me if u got problem wit money, I can help u. I'm ur fren my dear ateen nyq.

Miscommunication? U have fight wit him? Let me know, or if I'll ask my fren. Bad things will happen if I get the info from sumone else.
Please understand, I want u to be happy, can u get that?

Regret? What is this. U got ur stady, ur "better" bf, new student life. What else do u want?

LOVE? U got fiq rite? What else, trying to break ur new love or what, u unable to give urself any satisfaction. I still loving u until now, after plus minus 4 months. I still can accept u back, even u've kiss him or whatever u did.

There's a lot of secret I want to tell u, about how I know allabout ur secret.

Plesse online tonite, I would like to cht wit u.

Please dun say u cant turn back, coz actually, u DONT WANT to turn back. :)


U the only luv i got from all girl i mey b4. :p

Damn pain....

Salam,
Just arrived from JELAI, tired fucking damn. Feel very touching man when the time I see them " bersanding " maa. At the end of the ceremony, he shake my hand, and I give him an advice to take care of his wife, and take care of himself. Stop all the bad things, just let me go on with my new attitude. The tears, come out, when both of us, hug each others. It's becoz I know everything about his life, about his previous lurve, and so him. he knew everything about me. he knew how I've been "tocer" within this +-4 months. He saw I cry the day I try to defend my "lurve", dat she sold.

When i reached home, I forgot that I got a friendly game. The time I arrived, I just changed my cloth and straightly went to the field and play, even I got injuries at my ass. Damn fuck, pain when I'm sprinting. Shit...

I involve in a fight with opposition keeper after he kick my friend at the face. Luckily him, coz one of the old timer bring me out from the crowd, if not, I'll kick him at his face too. I gave him a warning to standby, coz I will revenge for my fren. Just 10 minutes after the accident, I scored the goal after that damn keeper try to dribble me out, but, he failed. What he, I'm cikai player kaa? Hey man, I played football and all my fitness training is becoz of my gf (last time la...). I scored, and I boo him. Hahahaha...stupid keeper.

History been made today, my cousin married, and I scored the first friedly game goal, without the necklace + ring. The thing I always kiss if I played well in any game. :). Thanks for giving me that "power"

As 4 u..here I post some picture of the wedding

Married Event

Salam:
Zaly has change his status to a husband to sumone. The time Kadi shake his hand, it flashback all my memories to u, Fatin. Everything within the short second. It shud be us on that situation next year, but u choose ur own path, and I have to respect that.

In one short "lafaz akad", he successfully take HAWA as his wife. May god bless him and his new path of life. Hope the will be happy ever after.

As for my life, I still frustrated with wat happen to me on 9 December 2010. Never think of it, but it has been set by ALLAH.

Fatin, even U left me, I still ur fren. I hope u'll doing well in ur exam. Pleae dear..Good luck...

Waiting?

Salam
U!!!!
What happened? What u waiting for? Seem like u have bad days. Why? Related to me? Or u not happy wit him.

Dis month, I always come back late from work, too often. Reach home at 9:00 o'clock. Too tired working, just like slave in jail. Damn!!
This remind me to u, coz, around dis kind of time, u always mcj me, and that I'm replying 'nak tak nak je'. Huhuhu, but now, no body mcj me. :P. Hurts a lot.

I always remembering at u, In anything I do. Everything I do. I do it for us. So that I'm able to take u as my wife within 2 years. RM 40,000 in my mind set, for our wedding, If I save RM 1,000 per month, it can reach RM 24,000 without the interest. After total it up with my default saving with dividend from the ASB and unit trust, I believe I can touch over RM 40,000.00. Should our wedding will be a great wedding ceremony. In effort achieving that, with the salary around RM 2,400 without O.T and daily 0800-1800 working hours. I've to make OT within limit of 50 hours per month that can give me RM 400 per month.

Dats y, I always come back late, and make u feel neglected. I'm totally "serabut" with the load of my job. All my plan has burst up. Totally lost. Everything I plan for us, has gone to depth of the sea. Now U belong to him. Its not ur fault dear. Its not your fault. Its mine. I should not do dis to u. The thing I should do is to let U go, long time ago. When U starting not let me see wat inside ur phone. When U starting counting my call and mcj. I should......

Remember, dat I'm wrote dis thing is not to make u sad. I just want U to know dat my luv to u, is priceless. Everything I did just for U. Even now you've gone. U're still in my heart, and I still talking to people, to my friend about our sweet memories, how u change me to a better man.

We did everything together and I'll keep all of the secret with me. If U free, and want to meet me, just let me know. I'll meet U wit the status of FRIEND, cos I'm realize, I'm not important in your life anymore. I'm not ur BF anymore, hmm...dat horrible but its reality. Hehehehe

Exam just around the corner, pls do not lost ur focus. I know, if u lost ur focus, then, it'll be problem. Please success, score the paper, By GOD will, both of U will graduate together. Hope U'll invite me for the convocation. U know? It nice if both of U graduate together. Yes...its true, I dun have dat experience, but, I saw the happiness from all my fren, when they graduate as a couple, damn nice and sweet.....

:)

I miss ur smile, I miss to candid ur picture, candid ur video, but I'm not gud enough for u. Have ur fun in your life. I'm always at ur side, if there's anyone hurt u, pls let me know, I'll break their face into pieces. Please be happy..Please...I need to see u happy...I'm ok wit dis...just let me see ur smile...please..a webcam session...? hope to see ur smile...its ok if u refuse to...


Just concerntrate to exam syg...please..u scared me up la ....oi..

U KNOW IT

What the hell happening there? Are u happy wit him or not? Why low mark? Why dis thing can happened? I thought get better life overthere after dump me here.

Am I ever saying abou sinar fm? Kihkhihkih....

About my ring, its ok if u cant pick it up, I understand ur status. Even u didnt act like dat when u`re mine long time ago.

One more cyg, please dun pray for god to bless me. Coz I'm not doing anything gud lately, and future. And ever. Kahakhakahaha

Do ur best for ur exam. I know u can, just like the time u become my assistant before. Remember? U dunno anything about project managemnt. About engineering depatment. But u able to proceed. Please be the girl I met before. Happy, full of smile, beautiful like a red rose in my pocket.

I hope, one day, I'll receive the call from 0135898744, just hoping, my feeling is not important anymore. Not for me, and of not for u, cos I'm no body.
Please get a gud result and let me know. Dun sleep late at night, control ur food, keep ur focus, dun be sad, ask him to help u up(not like me, just make u angry everyday) .

I KNOW U CAN DO THIS.......C'mon, fuck them up, all the exam papers, fuck them up....Wuuuuaaarrrgghhhh!!!!!!!!

Gud luck

Salam,
Ateen nyq, how's ur day, hope u're in good n healthy. No answer for my request, I assume it as cannot. Is it?

Your final exam just around the corner, do your best my dear. I want u to be a successful woman. Thats what I want, when we are couple before. I dreamed to be at ur side on ur convocation day, but...its not gonna be happen. It s ok then, just do your best. Just think about ur future, ur exam and ur AFIQ. Cos u got him now. I dunno whether u happy or not, but sumone said u're happy now. I'm happy for u, even deep inside my heart, its still wounded badly. No worries dear, by time it'll getting better. I hope so.....

Ateen,
I just wanna say, U know how much I'm loving u. I luv u more than I luv myself. The time u choose to go away from me, its like a tsunami hitting my heart. After 3 months, I still fight to throw u away, but I failed to do so. Sometime I cry in the middle of the night, alone, with ur picture on my side. I blame myself, y, I did dis to u.

I'm sorry for everything....

May i

salam

May I call u? Your exam just around the corner, may I call u?

The smile

Salam
ATeeN nYQ
y u change ur fb picture? Why? Let me see ur smile. Let me be happy by seeing u smiling. Dat smile, the smile I always wait every sem. The smile I wait for every moment when i'm wit u. Now u loving him, just go on, but let me see the smile. Let me know dat u happy wit him.

Yesterday sumting bad happen. Its happen in SAMSUNG FAMILY DAY, almost, I Almost cry when i knew dat......
I think, just let me keep the sadness. I believe dat it is related to my dream about u in my last post.

I'm sorry for everything. I'll keep my promise to u. All of it dear

Jage diri baik baik ATeen nyQ

2 days after nine march 2011

U noe wat is the meaning date of nine for ebery month? Its the day, sumone break her promise to, the dat sumone betrayed me. That sumone is... Only u noe who is her. Last night i dreamed about. I just looking at u from far. Its lile u have gone too far from me. While I'm feeling sad. Maybe u happy wit him. Its ok then. Enjoy u life,enjoy ur luv.

Jage diri baik baik cyg.

lucky me and zaly

Salam,
its my luck also zaly, when we on our way to klang, almost hit by bus, thank god i'm able to control my BFS.
And I still alive. I stil can write in my blog. I just misssing u, huhuhu, hope that not wrong. Even I have no chance to fix it, I'll try it again and again.

Its just ur picture left in my hp, laptop, table, also in office. Just our memory. Maybe ur love to him has growing up, and u'll forget me sooner. Wht can I do, I'm too busy looking for money, to ask for your hand, but dis thing appen. My finger still not recover yet, sooner got sumting , some job to do. Hope i'll recover soon.

If one day, this blog not active. No new post, if one day my facebook not updated. Just kol zaly, might be i'm not here anymore. I've the dark route, bust I cant turn back. Just tc of urself.

U know how much I love u, but y u give ur love to him. I'm soorry not making u hppy when u're wit me.

Jage diri baik baik syg, i'm cant be near to u anymore......I'M SORY COZ CHOOSING THIS GROUP, I JUST CANT TURN BCK

The pic

Salam
Hmmm, nice pic huh, remember where's the place? Remember who captured it? I still remember, coz I comment ur hair , "kenape rambut awk serabut? hehehhe..tapi sy syg awk jugak walaupun serabut..heehhe". Still fresh in my mind, and near to that place also, u got accident, on your way to go home. Still fresh in my mind.

Not updating this blog, coz, I'm not well, got injuries at my toe, already two weeks, but the the pain never get less. Maybe going for x-tray, coz my mom berleter already.

How r u? Not replying any of my message, or mail. Dun blame me, and please never say that I'm not tring to get u back, to tackle u back to me. Coz u not giving me any chance to do so. Feel so need to call u, coz missing u like shit.

U come to me? May be not, maybe ur luv to him growing up, and u'll forget me, like sand at the beach. Slowly will be taken by the water. Even u hate me, pls talk or call me, Ur voice is enough, to charge me up, I'm truly lost my guide now, dunno what to do. I'm sorry for not being the man u love to be. I'm sorry not being so romantic.

I should knew, dat I'm not the type of man to be wit sumone beatiful, pretty, cute like u. I should realise dat. Sorry coz putting u in bad relationship for 2.5 years. After u go, I become "suwey". not much interview, workload getting higher, I cant control my temper.

Its ok now if u're happy, from ur FB I can see u smile, from a picture of sad cartoon , now it change to a smiling girl, and I smile when saw the picture, even without the ice tea :). Hehhehe, very gud in editing ye ...hihihihihi


Jage diri baik baik sayang, "YOUR LOVE ALWAYS IN MY HEART EVEN I LOST U, AND THE RING"