Salam
U!!!!
What happened? What u waiting for? Seem like u have bad days. Why? Related to me? Or u not happy wit him.
Dis month, I always come back late from work, too often. Reach home at 9:00 o'clock. Too tired working, just like slave in jail. Damn!!
This remind me to u, coz, around dis kind of time, u always mcj me, and that I'm replying 'nak tak nak je'. Huhuhu, but now, no body mcj me. :P. Hurts a lot.
I always remembering at u, In anything I do. Everything I do. I do it for us. So that I'm able to take u as my wife within 2 years. RM 40,000 in my mind set, for our wedding, If I save RM 1,000 per month, it can reach RM 24,000 without the interest. After total it up with my default saving with dividend from the ASB and unit trust, I believe I can touch over RM 40,000.00. Should our wedding will be a great wedding ceremony. In effort achieving that, with the salary around RM 2,400 without O.T and daily 0800-1800 working hours. I've to make OT within limit of 50 hours per month that can give me RM 400 per month.
Dats y, I always come back late, and make u feel neglected. I'm totally "serabut" with the load of my job. All my plan has burst up. Totally lost. Everything I plan for us, has gone to depth of the sea. Now U belong to him. Its not ur fault dear. Its not your fault. Its mine. I should not do dis to u. The thing I should do is to let U go, long time ago. When U starting not let me see wat inside ur phone. When U starting counting my call and mcj. I should......
Remember, dat I'm wrote dis thing is not to make u sad. I just want U to know dat my luv to u, is priceless. Everything I did just for U. Even now you've gone. U're still in my heart, and I still talking to people, to my friend about our sweet memories, how u change me to a better man.
We did everything together and I'll keep all of the secret with me. If U free, and want to meet me, just let me know. I'll meet U wit the status of FRIEND, cos I'm realize, I'm not important in your life anymore. I'm not ur BF anymore, hmm...dat horrible but its reality. Hehehehe
Exam just around the corner, pls do not lost ur focus. I know, if u lost ur focus, then, it'll be problem. Please success, score the paper, By GOD will, both of U will graduate together. Hope U'll invite me for the convocation. U know? It nice if both of U graduate together. Yes...its true, I dun have dat experience, but, I saw the happiness from all my fren, when they graduate as a couple, damn nice and sweet.....
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I miss ur smile, I miss to candid ur picture, candid ur video, but I'm not gud enough for u. Have ur fun in your life. I'm always at ur side, if there's anyone hurt u, pls let me know, I'll break their face into pieces. Please be happy..Please...I need to see u happy...I'm ok wit dis...just let me see ur smile...please..a webcam session...? hope to see ur smile...its ok if u refuse to...
Just concerntrate to exam syg...please..u scared me up la ....oi..
