Salam..
If U 1 2 call, just call. If u 1 2 mesej, just mesej. I never hate U, never, there's nothing I hate about u, even u break ur peomise. if I hate U, I'll make u suffer, I'll make u hate to live, I'll break all my "promise", U know what I can do...rite? But until today, I never hate U even U make me suffer. Its ok, coz I know, I'm not perfect, and I've to accept and learning to accept it.
If my voice can calm u down, raise up ur morale, so, I beg u to call me. I like to see U success my dear. Just keep it secret so dat both of u not fighting each other. Just let me bear all the suffer, just remember, ur smile, is my tonic. I see u smiling, dats smile make my day happy. Maybe one day.....
-------ASH36 not ur enemy, he's ur friend. Ur Guardian-------
Saturday, April 16, 2011
ape kena mu ni?
Salam,
Haaahaha, seem like u got upsidedown unstable brain system. Hihihi. What related to 16 january? Anything spesel? Whatever it is, I personally wish u best of luck for ur test n ur exam dis wednesday. Can u tell me dtails about the exam schedule,?
Thank you...
Haaahaha, seem like u got upsidedown unstable brain system. Hihihi. What related to 16 january? Anything spesel? Whatever it is, I personally wish u best of luck for ur test n ur exam dis wednesday. Can u tell me dtails about the exam schedule,?
Thank you...
Friday, April 15, 2011
Gud luck.
Salam
OooOooOoo..exam on wednesday, yeah, "***" should be a better person + honest + "setia". Hehehehe...so, wish "***" best of luck. Hope ur mom in a gud situation. She always have problem. Same to u oso.
Thanks for lying to me. April 15th, its 4 months, 6 days. Huh..still wounded inside. No..never think of it, never think of me. Just think of HIM. I'm nothing to do with ***, what I wanna wrote, just about my broken wounded heart. So, let it be wounded ever. He can fucking replace me, but, until today, nobody can replace ***, I'm starting to hate, not believing in LOVE. LOVE is suck...
Zailani, my boss, giving the confirmation letter, after (19 July 2010 - 15 April 2011) = plus minus 9 months. What's my reaction? I refuse to giving back the letter. He keep asking me, everyday. I just said, I dunno where I put the letter. He under estimate. He once said " Ashrul tu xlayak jadi engineer", "tu yang bos mintak benti tu", and many more. I got the strength cos *** still wit me, *** giving a lot of spirit, power to overcome all the critics. By the way, a lot of the critics come after December, after I lost focus, after I lost all the power I got, seem like never be appreciated. *** never know the tension I had, coz of the break up. Zailani expect me to perform well in the factory, weyh, damn fuck, dats mechanical things, how can I learn in short time, I'm electrical. I'm not perfect, zailani always thought I'm too good, I'm perfect Engineer, just like ***, wanna me to be perfect, and I'm not, n I never be given chance to fix and upgrade myself. NEVER BE GIVEN ANY OPPORTUNITY.
It already be a history, *** now happy wit him. Sumone better than me. Its ok, *** will never be safe if come to me. I'm bad...seriously. I took the wrong path, sorry. Its becoz of ***.
One more think, y fucking lonely, boring all that. Mangkuk ayun tu not text u? Not calling u? Hmm...just got back from work. Feeling tired...too tired..am I dying.? hehehehehe..
P/S: I can wrote in B.M, but I'm the one ** knew, there's a cause I become like dis. :P....CHILLED..!!!!
OooOooOoo..exam on wednesday, yeah, "***" should be a better person + honest + "setia". Hehehehe...so, wish "***" best of luck. Hope ur mom in a gud situation. She always have problem. Same to u oso.
Thanks for lying to me. April 15th, its 4 months, 6 days. Huh..still wounded inside. No..never think of it, never think of me. Just think of HIM. I'm nothing to do with ***, what I wanna wrote, just about my broken wounded heart. So, let it be wounded ever. He can fucking replace me, but, until today, nobody can replace ***, I'm starting to hate, not believing in LOVE. LOVE is suck...
Zailani, my boss, giving the confirmation letter, after (19 July 2010 - 15 April 2011) = plus minus 9 months. What's my reaction? I refuse to giving back the letter. He keep asking me, everyday. I just said, I dunno where I put the letter. He under estimate. He once said " Ashrul tu xlayak jadi engineer", "tu yang bos mintak benti tu", and many more. I got the strength cos *** still wit me, *** giving a lot of spirit, power to overcome all the critics. By the way, a lot of the critics come after December, after I lost focus, after I lost all the power I got, seem like never be appreciated. *** never know the tension I had, coz of the break up. Zailani expect me to perform well in the factory, weyh, damn fuck, dats mechanical things, how can I learn in short time, I'm electrical. I'm not perfect, zailani always thought I'm too good, I'm perfect Engineer, just like ***, wanna me to be perfect, and I'm not, n I never be given chance to fix and upgrade myself. NEVER BE GIVEN ANY OPPORTUNITY.
It already be a history, *** now happy wit him. Sumone better than me. Its ok, *** will never be safe if come to me. I'm bad...seriously. I took the wrong path, sorry. Its becoz of ***.
One more think, y fucking lonely, boring all that. Mangkuk ayun tu not text u? Not calling u? Hmm...just got back from work. Feeling tired...too tired..am I dying.? hehehehehe..
P/S: I can wrote in B.M, but I'm the one ** knew, there's a cause I become like dis. :P....CHILLED..!!!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
High temper
Salam,
Damn, suddenly feel bad, feel hot, feel angry....feel like I need sumone to beat. Seem like I must have a fight with sumone. I just finish watch a drama. Its about a man that going crazy. Its becoz, his girl married sumone after he left her. After a while, he want her back, just like gila talak. At the end of story, he cought by police becoz sudah gila. Oh, god, give me a strength to face this 'bala'. I never feel want to leave her, so, please let me, pass this "exam". Please oh my god ALLAH S.W.T.
Please lower down my temper, I can't hold it anymore. Its pain, to who should I ask, if not from YOU.
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Damn, suddenly feel bad, feel hot, feel angry....feel like I need sumone to beat. Seem like I must have a fight with sumone. I just finish watch a drama. Its about a man that going crazy. Its becoz, his girl married sumone after he left her. After a while, he want her back, just like gila talak. At the end of story, he cought by police becoz sudah gila. Oh, god, give me a strength to face this 'bala'. I never feel want to leave her, so, please let me, pass this "exam". Please oh my god ALLAH S.W.T.
Please lower down my temper, I can't hold it anymore. Its pain, to who should I ask, if not from YOU.
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Friday, April 8, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011
Lost..lost....
Salam
Damn ... jammed, yesterday lost my first game for SAMSUNG.Play well but being subs just becoz to let everybody played the friendly game. Today, I lost single badminton game wit my colleague in SAMSUNG, high tension game for me.
Ateen..ateen, who make u tension. Is it me? I hope not, coz, what I wrote in this blog is noting. It only have a meaning for me only.If not becoz of me, it coz by who. Tell me so that I can kick his/her ass.
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Damn ... jammed, yesterday lost my first game for SAMSUNG.Play well but being subs just becoz to let everybody played the friendly game. Today, I lost single badminton game wit my colleague in SAMSUNG, high tension game for me.
Ateen..ateen, who make u tension. Is it me? I hope not, coz, what I wrote in this blog is noting. It only have a meaning for me only.If not becoz of me, it coz by who. Tell me so that I can kick his/her ass.
:)
Friday, April 1, 2011
The present
Salam.
Now I'm missing u, just finish watching TRANSFORMER, the last muvi we watched, b4 I flew to Saudi. And suddenly I remembered, the day I got angry with u, at JUSCO Bukit Tinggi. Its becoz U buy sumting, I get angry, coz U didn't ask my favour to help U. I get worried if U use dat money, u'll dun have any money to use when u get into new sem. After U show me the "things", I got shock, can't say anything,"kelu". Never, nobody did that to me, and dats y I always wearing it, its so damn special and now, it has gone. Go back to the real owner, let "it" be wit its couple even U break our relationship. I know u dun want this, but u force urself. :)
Just that, just "teringat" kisah lalu yang bahagia. Why ............
Now I'm missing u, just finish watching TRANSFORMER, the last muvi we watched, b4 I flew to Saudi. And suddenly I remembered, the day I got angry with u, at JUSCO Bukit Tinggi. Its becoz U buy sumting, I get angry, coz U didn't ask my favour to help U. I get worried if U use dat money, u'll dun have any money to use when u get into new sem. After U show me the "things", I got shock, can't say anything,"kelu". Never, nobody did that to me, and dats y I always wearing it, its so damn special and now, it has gone. Go back to the real owner, let "it" be wit its couple even U break our relationship. I know u dun want this, but u force urself. :)
Just that, just "teringat" kisah lalu yang bahagia. Why ............
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