Salam
OooOooOoo..exam on wednesday, yeah, "***" should be a better person + honest + "setia". Hehehehe...so, wish "***" best of luck. Hope ur mom in a gud situation. She always have problem. Same to u oso.
Thanks for lying to me. April 15th, its 4 months, 6 days. Huh..still wounded inside. No..never think of it, never think of me. Just think of HIM. I'm nothing to do with ***, what I wanna wrote, just about my broken wounded heart. So, let it be wounded ever. He can fucking replace me, but, until today, nobody can replace ***, I'm starting to hate, not believing in LOVE. LOVE is suck...
Zailani, my boss, giving the confirmation letter, after (19 July 2010 - 15 April 2011) = plus minus 9 months. What's my reaction? I refuse to giving back the letter. He keep asking me, everyday. I just said, I dunno where I put the letter. He under estimate. He once said " Ashrul tu xlayak jadi engineer", "tu yang bos mintak benti tu", and many more. I got the strength cos *** still wit me, *** giving a lot of spirit, power to overcome all the critics. By the way, a lot of the critics come after December, after I lost focus, after I lost all the power I got, seem like never be appreciated. *** never know the tension I had, coz of the break up. Zailani expect me to perform well in the factory, weyh, damn fuck, dats mechanical things, how can I learn in short time, I'm electrical. I'm not perfect, zailani always thought I'm too good, I'm perfect Engineer, just like ***, wanna me to be perfect, and I'm not, n I never be given chance to fix and upgrade myself. NEVER BE GIVEN ANY OPPORTUNITY.
It already be a history, *** now happy wit him. Sumone better than me. Its ok, *** will never be safe if come to me. I'm bad...seriously. I took the wrong path, sorry. Its becoz of ***.
One more think, y fucking lonely, boring all that. Mangkuk ayun tu not text u? Not calling u? Hmm...just got back from work. Feeling tired...too tired..am I dying.? hehehehehe..
P/S: I can wrote in B.M, but I'm the one ** knew, there's a cause I become like dis. :P....CHILLED..!!!!
