Salam
Call at 1.38 in the morning, fuck damn shit, I'm too sleepy and injured, a waste, should I can talk to her. Damn, why I'm so sleepy? Oh god, can't u give a chance...
Explaining to ***, *** said sorry for disturbing me dat night. For ur information, u never disturb me in any situation. Its ok if u dun wan to talk to me, I know, I just worried if U in trouble, and call me for help or anything. Hope U listen to my voicemail. I put it for u, its my voice. The boy U L*** before. If u got sumting, or need to talk to me, just call...no problem.
My life now is a mess. Lucky I can reply u today, almost got accident at the speed 150km/h dis morning. Haahaha...why I said 150km/h, its becoz, everyday my ride to office, and go back home, my bike speed, never below 150km/h. A mistake means death, however, u'll never come to my dead day. Kahkahkahkah...Why I don care, coz I lose u, now I dun care anything.
U not wish me for the game, maybe u forgot, btw, who am I for u to remember. Hahaha....I received one yellow card coz of fighting inside the court. One direct warning. Plus one of opposition player, loose his teeth, coz been "siku" by me. Hahaha...who care, its football....dats how its played. This game not so happening for me, coz I've nobody to celebrate with. The time u were wit me, I feel so energetic, I feel so gud...and I thing I played so gud and well. Maybe, u feel not comfortable, coz u said before, "awk paling kecik lam court" hahha...embarrassed ea...malu kot..hahhaha..watever la, now ur bf tinggi, panjang, lebar ntah ape lancau lagi tah.
Hope U did well in your exam, be a success girl. U fail my luv to u, so then please success in ur life. When u studying there, it cost our love, so, let it be worth it. U must have ur diploma coz its our LOVE VALUE. Our love burn in UiTM Sg petani. Will us be together again, only god knows. Will I luv sumone else like U. The answer after 4 moth almost 5..is.....NO.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Sebuah cerita sahaja
Bukan sedikit lelaki yang kahwin lambat hari ini. Agaknya mengapa? Saya ingin berikan suatu contoh.
Katakanlah anda adalah seorang lelaki berumur 23 tahun yang baru tamat pengajian dan bekerja sebagai seorang pegawai.
Gaji bulanan adalah RM 2000 dan anda tidak mempunyai simpanan di dalam bank.
Setiap bulan, katakanlah perbelanjaan makanan, pengangkutan, bil-bil, sewa rumah dan perbelanjaan lain adalah RM 1200.
Kemudian, sebagai anak yang baik, anda mengirimkan wang ke kampung sebanyak RM 300. Maka baki bulanan adalah RM 500.
Berbekalkan disiplin dalam menyimpan duit untuk masa depan, mungkin anda dapat menyimpan duit sebanyak RM 5000 setahun.
Setahun berlalu, anda berumur 24 tahun. Dengan izin Allah, anda berkenalan dengan seorang gadis impian.
Masing-masing telah merancang untuk berkahwin dalam masa setahun atau dua tahun lagi.
Maka, anda berazam untuk menyediakan kemudahan asas seperti rumah dan kereta sebelum berkahwin.
Anda pun bekerja keras dan mendapat kenaikan gaji sebanyak 10%.
Dibesarkan dengan famili yang sungguh baik, anda menjadi seorang yang 'gentlemen'.
Semua perbelanjaan untuk 'dating', hadiah, bunga dan seumpamanya sudah pun disediakan awal-awal. 10% telah pun diperuntukkan untuk si dia.
Seperti tahun sebelumnya, setelah bersusah payah makan mee segera untuk berjimat, anda berjaya mengekalkan RM 5000 sebagai simpanan tahunan.
Malah, syarikat pula memberikan bonus sebanyak 2 bulan pada tahun tersebut. Maka bertambah lagi RM 4000 dalam simpanan. Kini anda memiliki RM 14,000 dalam simpanan bank.
Sudah tiba masanya untuk membeli kereta. Maka anda membayar RM8000 sebagai bayaran permulaan untuk kereta baru yang berharga RM 40,000.
Kini simpanan bersih anda hanya tinggal RM 6000.
Tahun berikutnya, ketika berumur 25 tahun, anda perlu membayar pinjaman kereta setiap bulan. Hal ini bermakna, simpanan bulanan hanya tinggal RM 400 sebulan.
Bonus pula tidak diberi oleh syarikat kerana prestasi syarikat kurang baik pada tahun itu. Maka, jumlah simpanan semasa hujung tahun adalah RM 11,000 sahaja.
Bertunang
Akhirnya anda membuat keputusan untuk bertunang dengan gadis impian. Dia gembira dan bersetuju.
Maka, RM 1500 dibelanjakan untuk cincin emas dan hantaran. Simpanan kini hanya tinggal RM 9500.
Tahun seterusnya, anda berumur 26 tahun. Alhamdulillah, anda diberi kenaikan pangkat. Gaji anda sekarang RM3000.
"Ini berita baik! Aku nak menamatkan zaman bujang tahun ni!" Anda bersorak girang.
Pada suatu hari, anda mengambil cuti separuh hari untuk berbincang dengan tunang.
Anda : "Berape eh hantaran kahwin kita?"
Tunang : "Berapa-berapa yang you sanggup."
Anda : "RM 5000, okay?"
Tunang : "I okay je. Tapi my mom tu. Dia kata grad oversea macam I ni mane boleh letak rendah-rendah. Paling kurang RM10,000 tau!"
Sikit lagi anda nak pengsan mendengar jawapan bakal isteri anda.
"Mana aku nak dapat duit lebih?"
Kerja Lebih Kuat
Oleh kerana anda terlalu sayangkan dia, anda bekerja dengan lebih kuat sehingga dianugerahkan pekerja cemerlang. Malah, anda menambahkan pendapatan melalui perniagaan jualan langsung secara kecil-kecilan.
Akhirnya dapat la anda simpan RM20,000 pada tahun tersebut.
Suatu pencapaian yang amat membanggakan!
Sekarang umur anda sudah 27 tahun. Duit hantaran dah cukup. Tetapi, mak pula cakap pesan :
"Anak mak nak kawin ni mesti la buat grand-grand. Kita sewa khemah besar-besar, jemput penyanyi ke artis ke sorang dua datang buat persembahan. Lauk pauk kita guna katering je la ya? RM 10 je sekepala. Baju kawin ko, kita sewa yg cantik-cantik dan mahal-mahal sikit. Kita jemput dalam 1000 orang. Set!"
Pengiraan pantas dijalankan :
1000 orang x RM 10 = RM10,000.
Penyanyi, khemah, kad kahwin dan baju = RM 5000.
"Alamak, dah RM 15,000! Belum cincin kahwin lagi! Adoi!" Getus hati anda.
Anda 'slow talk' dengan mak anda :
"Mak, nak buat apa membazir duit ni?"
"Apa pulak membazirnya? Kau kawin sekali je seumur hidup. Biarlah buat betul-betul."
"Tapi mak..?"
"Dahlah, kau jangan nak buat malu mak. Cik Tipah jiran kita tu buat kenduri kat hotel siap Dato', Datin, Tan Sri, Puan Sri datang. Mana la mak nak letak muka mak kalau kita buat kenduri kecik-kecik?"
Akhirnya..
Setelah bersusah payah, akhirnya anda berkahwin juga. Fuh! Seronok dan bersyukur habis.
Tetapi, apakan daya, jodoh kamu berdua tidak panjang. Anda berhutang keliling pinggang dan kadar 'interest' makin tinggi. Anda dah tak mampu nak bayar.
Isteri kesayangan dah letih kalau anda asyik nak minta duit. Dia tuduh anda tak bertanggungjawap, tak reti bagi nafkah dan macam-macam lagi.
Akhirnya? Bercerai..
Masalah yang membuahkan masalah. Kadang-kadang kita pelik kenapa perkahwinan sentiasa gagal di negara kita.
Contoh yang saya huraikan di atas adalah salah satu contoh kasar yang boleh dilihat, kenapa orang kita kahwin lambat atau susah nak kahwin.
Punca masalah:
Pada pandangan saya, budaya kita yang tak kena tempat. Banyak perkara dalam budaya kita yang tidak masuk akal dan kadangkala meyusahkan diri sendiri.
Budaya yang berakar umbi ini menyebabkan ramai orang takut nak berkahwin, dengan alasan mereka tidak mampu walaupun secara fizikal dan mentalnya mereka sebenarnya mampu.
Sedikit pemerhatian dan penyelidikan yang saya lakukan:
01.Perkahwinan perlu dilakukan secara bersederhana.Motif kahwin kan nak menjamu saudara-mara dan rakan-rakan? Jadi, makanan sahaja lah yang perlu diambil kira.
Tak perlu nak membazir duit untuk perkara lain seperti pelamin.
Biasanya, pelamin yang biasa sahaja pun dah berharga RM 1500. Itu baru pelamin. Belum lagi hiasan ini dan hiasan itu.
02."Harga" seseorang wanita diukur dari tahap pendidikan beliau dan bukan diukur dari pengetahuan agama seperti yang di sarankan oleh Islam.
Apabila wang hantaran diletakkan terlalu tinggi, perkahwinan terpaksa dibatalkan atau ditangguhkan. Sedangkan akad nikah itu lebih penting dari wang hantaran.
03.Perkahwinan sepatutnya adalah perkara yang paling mudah dan cepat, tetapi kini ia telah menjadi beban.
Zaman kini, perkahwinan sangat rumit dan rata-ratanya takut untuk berkahwin.
Semasa saya di Sydney, saya lihat beberapa rakan muslim kita yang berkahwin hanya di masjid.
Kemudian ada kenduri kecil yang dijalankan di masjid.
Para jemputan terdiri dari jemmah masjid, kawan-kawan dan saudara terdekat.
Perkara yang perlu difokuskan adalah kehidupan selepas berkahwin, bukannya majlis perkahwinan.
Majlis itu hanyalah pintu ke gerbang perkahwinan.
Namun hakikatnya kini seolah-olah kita menghiasi pintu rumah kita cantik bagai nak rak, tetapi di dalam rumah, kosong, gelap dan tidak menarik?
...and the pressure is on men...
Katakanlah anda adalah seorang lelaki berumur 23 tahun yang baru tamat pengajian dan bekerja sebagai seorang pegawai.
Gaji bulanan adalah RM 2000 dan anda tidak mempunyai simpanan di dalam bank.
Setiap bulan, katakanlah perbelanjaan makanan, pengangkutan, bil-bil, sewa rumah dan perbelanjaan lain adalah RM 1200.
Kemudian, sebagai anak yang baik, anda mengirimkan wang ke kampung sebanyak RM 300. Maka baki bulanan adalah RM 500.
Berbekalkan disiplin dalam menyimpan duit untuk masa depan, mungkin anda dapat menyimpan duit sebanyak RM 5000 setahun.
Setahun berlalu, anda berumur 24 tahun. Dengan izin Allah, anda berkenalan dengan seorang gadis impian.
Masing-masing telah merancang untuk berkahwin dalam masa setahun atau dua tahun lagi.
Maka, anda berazam untuk menyediakan kemudahan asas seperti rumah dan kereta sebelum berkahwin.
Anda pun bekerja keras dan mendapat kenaikan gaji sebanyak 10%.
Dibesarkan dengan famili yang sungguh baik, anda menjadi seorang yang 'gentlemen'.
Semua perbelanjaan untuk 'dating', hadiah, bunga dan seumpamanya sudah pun disediakan awal-awal. 10% telah pun diperuntukkan untuk si dia.
Seperti tahun sebelumnya, setelah bersusah payah makan mee segera untuk berjimat, anda berjaya mengekalkan RM 5000 sebagai simpanan tahunan.
Malah, syarikat pula memberikan bonus sebanyak 2 bulan pada tahun tersebut. Maka bertambah lagi RM 4000 dalam simpanan. Kini anda memiliki RM 14,000 dalam simpanan bank.
Sudah tiba masanya untuk membeli kereta. Maka anda membayar RM8000 sebagai bayaran permulaan untuk kereta baru yang berharga RM 40,000.
Kini simpanan bersih anda hanya tinggal RM 6000.
Tahun berikutnya, ketika berumur 25 tahun, anda perlu membayar pinjaman kereta setiap bulan. Hal ini bermakna, simpanan bulanan hanya tinggal RM 400 sebulan.
Bonus pula tidak diberi oleh syarikat kerana prestasi syarikat kurang baik pada tahun itu. Maka, jumlah simpanan semasa hujung tahun adalah RM 11,000 sahaja.
Bertunang
Akhirnya anda membuat keputusan untuk bertunang dengan gadis impian. Dia gembira dan bersetuju.
Maka, RM 1500 dibelanjakan untuk cincin emas dan hantaran. Simpanan kini hanya tinggal RM 9500.
Tahun seterusnya, anda berumur 26 tahun. Alhamdulillah, anda diberi kenaikan pangkat. Gaji anda sekarang RM3000.
"Ini berita baik! Aku nak menamatkan zaman bujang tahun ni!" Anda bersorak girang.
Pada suatu hari, anda mengambil cuti separuh hari untuk berbincang dengan tunang.
Anda : "Berape eh hantaran kahwin kita?"
Tunang : "Berapa-berapa yang you sanggup."
Anda : "RM 5000, okay?"
Tunang : "I okay je. Tapi my mom tu. Dia kata grad oversea macam I ni mane boleh letak rendah-rendah. Paling kurang RM10,000 tau!"
Sikit lagi anda nak pengsan mendengar jawapan bakal isteri anda.
"Mana aku nak dapat duit lebih?"
Kerja Lebih Kuat
Oleh kerana anda terlalu sayangkan dia, anda bekerja dengan lebih kuat sehingga dianugerahkan pekerja cemerlang. Malah, anda menambahkan pendapatan melalui perniagaan jualan langsung secara kecil-kecilan.
Akhirnya dapat la anda simpan RM20,000 pada tahun tersebut.
Suatu pencapaian yang amat membanggakan!
Sekarang umur anda sudah 27 tahun. Duit hantaran dah cukup. Tetapi, mak pula cakap pesan :
"Anak mak nak kawin ni mesti la buat grand-grand. Kita sewa khemah besar-besar, jemput penyanyi ke artis ke sorang dua datang buat persembahan. Lauk pauk kita guna katering je la ya? RM 10 je sekepala. Baju kawin ko, kita sewa yg cantik-cantik dan mahal-mahal sikit. Kita jemput dalam 1000 orang. Set!"
Pengiraan pantas dijalankan :
1000 orang x RM 10 = RM10,000.
Penyanyi, khemah, kad kahwin dan baju = RM 5000.
"Alamak, dah RM 15,000! Belum cincin kahwin lagi! Adoi!" Getus hati anda.
Anda 'slow talk' dengan mak anda :
"Mak, nak buat apa membazir duit ni?"
"Apa pulak membazirnya? Kau kawin sekali je seumur hidup. Biarlah buat betul-betul."
"Tapi mak..?"
"Dahlah, kau jangan nak buat malu mak. Cik Tipah jiran kita tu buat kenduri kat hotel siap Dato', Datin, Tan Sri, Puan Sri datang. Mana la mak nak letak muka mak kalau kita buat kenduri kecik-kecik?"
Akhirnya..
Setelah bersusah payah, akhirnya anda berkahwin juga. Fuh! Seronok dan bersyukur habis.
Tetapi, apakan daya, jodoh kamu berdua tidak panjang. Anda berhutang keliling pinggang dan kadar 'interest' makin tinggi. Anda dah tak mampu nak bayar.
Isteri kesayangan dah letih kalau anda asyik nak minta duit. Dia tuduh anda tak bertanggungjawap, tak reti bagi nafkah dan macam-macam lagi.
Akhirnya? Bercerai..
Masalah yang membuahkan masalah. Kadang-kadang kita pelik kenapa perkahwinan sentiasa gagal di negara kita.
Contoh yang saya huraikan di atas adalah salah satu contoh kasar yang boleh dilihat, kenapa orang kita kahwin lambat atau susah nak kahwin.
Punca masalah:
Pada pandangan saya, budaya kita yang tak kena tempat. Banyak perkara dalam budaya kita yang tidak masuk akal dan kadangkala meyusahkan diri sendiri.
Budaya yang berakar umbi ini menyebabkan ramai orang takut nak berkahwin, dengan alasan mereka tidak mampu walaupun secara fizikal dan mentalnya mereka sebenarnya mampu.
Sedikit pemerhatian dan penyelidikan yang saya lakukan:
01.Perkahwinan perlu dilakukan secara bersederhana.Motif kahwin kan nak menjamu saudara-mara dan rakan-rakan? Jadi, makanan sahaja lah yang perlu diambil kira.
Tak perlu nak membazir duit untuk perkara lain seperti pelamin.
Biasanya, pelamin yang biasa sahaja pun dah berharga RM 1500. Itu baru pelamin. Belum lagi hiasan ini dan hiasan itu.
02."Harga" seseorang wanita diukur dari tahap pendidikan beliau dan bukan diukur dari pengetahuan agama seperti yang di sarankan oleh Islam.
Apabila wang hantaran diletakkan terlalu tinggi, perkahwinan terpaksa dibatalkan atau ditangguhkan. Sedangkan akad nikah itu lebih penting dari wang hantaran.
03.Perkahwinan sepatutnya adalah perkara yang paling mudah dan cepat, tetapi kini ia telah menjadi beban.
Zaman kini, perkahwinan sangat rumit dan rata-ratanya takut untuk berkahwin.
Semasa saya di Sydney, saya lihat beberapa rakan muslim kita yang berkahwin hanya di masjid.
Kemudian ada kenduri kecil yang dijalankan di masjid.
Para jemputan terdiri dari jemmah masjid, kawan-kawan dan saudara terdekat.
Perkara yang perlu difokuskan adalah kehidupan selepas berkahwin, bukannya majlis perkahwinan.
Majlis itu hanyalah pintu ke gerbang perkahwinan.
Namun hakikatnya kini seolah-olah kita menghiasi pintu rumah kita cantik bagai nak rak, tetapi di dalam rumah, kosong, gelap dan tidak menarik?
...and the pressure is on men...
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Dead rose
Salam.
The dead rose, wat is that mean. Ur love? Why that fucking boy delete his FB.? I'll trace him. This thing still not finish..hahahaha..beware...let him aware..hahaha..
bla..bla..bla....klw cmpat , u dpt bace la....
The dead rose, wat is that mean. Ur love? Why that fucking boy delete his FB.? I'll trace him. This thing still not finish..hahahaha..beware...let him aware..hahaha..
bla..bla..bla....klw cmpat , u dpt bace la....
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
The Exam for u. The future of urs. Have a gud paper.
Salam
Calling sc3-ASH. Yeah...How's the paper, ur test today..rite? Hope its gud n u doing well.
Tomolo, the sem has reached it bottom line. The paper will start tomoro,. How's ur preparation? I believe U already make a gud preparation for the paper. Remember, even U dun ask to study, but believe in me, its gud for ur future. Make sure U success, and graduate and have a bright future. This course, this "UiTM Sg Petani" has cost us our relationship. It cost our love, my priceless luv. So, the diploma of "I.M" must be in ur hand. It is a must, cos its cost u and me alot!!
Good luck for paper tomolo, and please do well. I'll wish U.
Take care my dear......Good Luck..^^
Calling sc3-ASH. Yeah...How's the paper, ur test today..rite? Hope its gud n u doing well.
Tomolo, the sem has reached it bottom line. The paper will start tomoro,. How's ur preparation? I believe U already make a gud preparation for the paper. Remember, even U dun ask to study, but believe in me, its gud for ur future. Make sure U success, and graduate and have a bright future. This course, this "UiTM Sg Petani" has cost us our relationship. It cost our love, my priceless luv. So, the diploma of "I.M" must be in ur hand. It is a must, cos its cost u and me alot!!
Good luck for paper tomolo, and please do well. I'll wish U.
Take care my dear......Good Luck..^^
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Sudah buang....
Salam
The only thing u left in my car. I threw it away,u know the things? It is the last bfast u feed me, the last water u give me. The 'roti kacang" and the 100 plus. We bought it when we pit stop at SHELL near TTDI dear. On our way to the place U breaak all ur promise and the day U slash my heart. Hehhehee.... Hard for me to throw it away, but, the person dat washing my car threw it away in front of my eyes. I kept the rubbish for 4 months++. The tear like to drop off my eyes, I just try to hold it. Damn..I still feel sumting for U,The love, Its gone 4 u, not 4 me..:p.
The important things is, I still remember about ***, and the jcm last nite, make me feel good. And I've to throw the rubbish away. Cos it can cause disease.
Last nite I suddenly remembered the situtation U almost "hilang". Remembered AISHAH, fren of Zaly. Dat nite I went for a drink with zaly and his two colleagues, U refuse to join. I knew why, It cant be wrote down here. Not gud. By the time I finish the "lepak" wit Zaly, when I reach my car, the car was lock. And U are not there!!!!. Damn, where r u, the only things in my mind, maybe sumone kidnapped u. Damn, like battle in a war, I look for zaly and asking him whether he saw u or not. By the time of my " gelbah + kelam kabut" I saw u standing in front of the "Mamak". Oh god, thanks to u. Dunno what will happen, if I cant find u dat nite. And there's sumting U said to me,about my reaction when U enter my car. Its just a memory flashback, when I drove thru that scene, last nite.
Thats my suffer, whereever I go, the memories will flashing back, dats y I said, I'm suffering, and hard for me to forget U. Sorry, this story noting to do wit anybody, it just a story of "ASH".
Hehheheh..gud luck test besok...
The only thing u left in my car. I threw it away,u know the things? It is the last bfast u feed me, the last water u give me. The 'roti kacang" and the 100 plus. We bought it when we pit stop at SHELL near TTDI dear. On our way to the place U breaak all ur promise and the day U slash my heart. Hehhehee.... Hard for me to throw it away, but, the person dat washing my car threw it away in front of my eyes. I kept the rubbish for 4 months++. The tear like to drop off my eyes, I just try to hold it. Damn..I still feel sumting for U,The love, Its gone 4 u, not 4 me..:p.
The important things is, I still remember about ***, and the jcm last nite, make me feel good. And I've to throw the rubbish away. Cos it can cause disease.
Last nite I suddenly remembered the situtation U almost "hilang". Remembered AISHAH, fren of Zaly. Dat nite I went for a drink with zaly and his two colleagues, U refuse to join. I knew why, It cant be wrote down here. Not gud. By the time I finish the "lepak" wit Zaly, when I reach my car, the car was lock. And U are not there!!!!. Damn, where r u, the only things in my mind, maybe sumone kidnapped u. Damn, like battle in a war, I look for zaly and asking him whether he saw u or not. By the time of my " gelbah + kelam kabut" I saw u standing in front of the "Mamak". Oh god, thanks to u. Dunno what will happen, if I cant find u dat nite. And there's sumting U said to me,about my reaction when U enter my car. Its just a memory flashback, when I drove thru that scene, last nite.
Thats my suffer, whereever I go, the memories will flashing back, dats y I said, I'm suffering, and hard for me to forget U. Sorry, this story noting to do wit anybody, it just a story of "ASH".
Hehheheh..gud luck test besok...
M.U kalah.. :P
Salam..
If U 1 2 call, just call. If u 1 2 mesej, just mesej. I never hate U, never, there's nothing I hate about u, even u break ur peomise. if I hate U, I'll make u suffer, I'll make u hate to live, I'll break all my "promise", U know what I can do...rite? But until today, I never hate U even U make me suffer. Its ok, coz I know, I'm not perfect, and I've to accept and learning to accept it.
If my voice can calm u down, raise up ur morale, so, I beg u to call me. I like to see U success my dear. Just keep it secret so dat both of u not fighting each other. Just let me bear all the suffer, just remember, ur smile, is my tonic. I see u smiling, dats smile make my day happy. Maybe one day.....
-------ASH36 not ur enemy, he's ur friend. Ur Guardian-------
If U 1 2 call, just call. If u 1 2 mesej, just mesej. I never hate U, never, there's nothing I hate about u, even u break ur peomise. if I hate U, I'll make u suffer, I'll make u hate to live, I'll break all my "promise", U know what I can do...rite? But until today, I never hate U even U make me suffer. Its ok, coz I know, I'm not perfect, and I've to accept and learning to accept it.
If my voice can calm u down, raise up ur morale, so, I beg u to call me. I like to see U success my dear. Just keep it secret so dat both of u not fighting each other. Just let me bear all the suffer, just remember, ur smile, is my tonic. I see u smiling, dats smile make my day happy. Maybe one day.....
-------ASH36 not ur enemy, he's ur friend. Ur Guardian-------
ape kena mu ni?
Salam,
Haaahaha, seem like u got upsidedown unstable brain system. Hihihi. What related to 16 january? Anything spesel? Whatever it is, I personally wish u best of luck for ur test n ur exam dis wednesday. Can u tell me dtails about the exam schedule,?
Thank you...
Haaahaha, seem like u got upsidedown unstable brain system. Hihihi. What related to 16 january? Anything spesel? Whatever it is, I personally wish u best of luck for ur test n ur exam dis wednesday. Can u tell me dtails about the exam schedule,?
Thank you...
Friday, April 15, 2011
Gud luck.
Salam
OooOooOoo..exam on wednesday, yeah, "***" should be a better person + honest + "setia". Hehehehe...so, wish "***" best of luck. Hope ur mom in a gud situation. She always have problem. Same to u oso.
Thanks for lying to me. April 15th, its 4 months, 6 days. Huh..still wounded inside. No..never think of it, never think of me. Just think of HIM. I'm nothing to do with ***, what I wanna wrote, just about my broken wounded heart. So, let it be wounded ever. He can fucking replace me, but, until today, nobody can replace ***, I'm starting to hate, not believing in LOVE. LOVE is suck...
Zailani, my boss, giving the confirmation letter, after (19 July 2010 - 15 April 2011) = plus minus 9 months. What's my reaction? I refuse to giving back the letter. He keep asking me, everyday. I just said, I dunno where I put the letter. He under estimate. He once said " Ashrul tu xlayak jadi engineer", "tu yang bos mintak benti tu", and many more. I got the strength cos *** still wit me, *** giving a lot of spirit, power to overcome all the critics. By the way, a lot of the critics come after December, after I lost focus, after I lost all the power I got, seem like never be appreciated. *** never know the tension I had, coz of the break up. Zailani expect me to perform well in the factory, weyh, damn fuck, dats mechanical things, how can I learn in short time, I'm electrical. I'm not perfect, zailani always thought I'm too good, I'm perfect Engineer, just like ***, wanna me to be perfect, and I'm not, n I never be given chance to fix and upgrade myself. NEVER BE GIVEN ANY OPPORTUNITY.
It already be a history, *** now happy wit him. Sumone better than me. Its ok, *** will never be safe if come to me. I'm bad...seriously. I took the wrong path, sorry. Its becoz of ***.
One more think, y fucking lonely, boring all that. Mangkuk ayun tu not text u? Not calling u? Hmm...just got back from work. Feeling tired...too tired..am I dying.? hehehehehe..
P/S: I can wrote in B.M, but I'm the one ** knew, there's a cause I become like dis. :P....CHILLED..!!!!
OooOooOoo..exam on wednesday, yeah, "***" should be a better person + honest + "setia". Hehehehe...so, wish "***" best of luck. Hope ur mom in a gud situation. She always have problem. Same to u oso.
Thanks for lying to me. April 15th, its 4 months, 6 days. Huh..still wounded inside. No..never think of it, never think of me. Just think of HIM. I'm nothing to do with ***, what I wanna wrote, just about my broken wounded heart. So, let it be wounded ever. He can fucking replace me, but, until today, nobody can replace ***, I'm starting to hate, not believing in LOVE. LOVE is suck...
Zailani, my boss, giving the confirmation letter, after (19 July 2010 - 15 April 2011) = plus minus 9 months. What's my reaction? I refuse to giving back the letter. He keep asking me, everyday. I just said, I dunno where I put the letter. He under estimate. He once said " Ashrul tu xlayak jadi engineer", "tu yang bos mintak benti tu", and many more. I got the strength cos *** still wit me, *** giving a lot of spirit, power to overcome all the critics. By the way, a lot of the critics come after December, after I lost focus, after I lost all the power I got, seem like never be appreciated. *** never know the tension I had, coz of the break up. Zailani expect me to perform well in the factory, weyh, damn fuck, dats mechanical things, how can I learn in short time, I'm electrical. I'm not perfect, zailani always thought I'm too good, I'm perfect Engineer, just like ***, wanna me to be perfect, and I'm not, n I never be given chance to fix and upgrade myself. NEVER BE GIVEN ANY OPPORTUNITY.
It already be a history, *** now happy wit him. Sumone better than me. Its ok, *** will never be safe if come to me. I'm bad...seriously. I took the wrong path, sorry. Its becoz of ***.
One more think, y fucking lonely, boring all that. Mangkuk ayun tu not text u? Not calling u? Hmm...just got back from work. Feeling tired...too tired..am I dying.? hehehehehe..
P/S: I can wrote in B.M, but I'm the one ** knew, there's a cause I become like dis. :P....CHILLED..!!!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
High temper
Salam,
Damn, suddenly feel bad, feel hot, feel angry....feel like I need sumone to beat. Seem like I must have a fight with sumone. I just finish watch a drama. Its about a man that going crazy. Its becoz, his girl married sumone after he left her. After a while, he want her back, just like gila talak. At the end of story, he cought by police becoz sudah gila. Oh, god, give me a strength to face this 'bala'. I never feel want to leave her, so, please let me, pass this "exam". Please oh my god ALLAH S.W.T.
Please lower down my temper, I can't hold it anymore. Its pain, to who should I ask, if not from YOU.
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Damn, suddenly feel bad, feel hot, feel angry....feel like I need sumone to beat. Seem like I must have a fight with sumone. I just finish watch a drama. Its about a man that going crazy. Its becoz, his girl married sumone after he left her. After a while, he want her back, just like gila talak. At the end of story, he cought by police becoz sudah gila. Oh, god, give me a strength to face this 'bala'. I never feel want to leave her, so, please let me, pass this "exam". Please oh my god ALLAH S.W.T.
Please lower down my temper, I can't hold it anymore. Its pain, to who should I ask, if not from YOU.
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Friday, April 8, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011
Lost..lost....
Salam
Damn ... jammed, yesterday lost my first game for SAMSUNG.Play well but being subs just becoz to let everybody played the friendly game. Today, I lost single badminton game wit my colleague in SAMSUNG, high tension game for me.
Ateen..ateen, who make u tension. Is it me? I hope not, coz, what I wrote in this blog is noting. It only have a meaning for me only.If not becoz of me, it coz by who. Tell me so that I can kick his/her ass.
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Damn ... jammed, yesterday lost my first game for SAMSUNG.Play well but being subs just becoz to let everybody played the friendly game. Today, I lost single badminton game wit my colleague in SAMSUNG, high tension game for me.
Ateen..ateen, who make u tension. Is it me? I hope not, coz, what I wrote in this blog is noting. It only have a meaning for me only.If not becoz of me, it coz by who. Tell me so that I can kick his/her ass.
:)
Friday, April 1, 2011
The present
Salam.
Now I'm missing u, just finish watching TRANSFORMER, the last muvi we watched, b4 I flew to Saudi. And suddenly I remembered, the day I got angry with u, at JUSCO Bukit Tinggi. Its becoz U buy sumting, I get angry, coz U didn't ask my favour to help U. I get worried if U use dat money, u'll dun have any money to use when u get into new sem. After U show me the "things", I got shock, can't say anything,"kelu". Never, nobody did that to me, and dats y I always wearing it, its so damn special and now, it has gone. Go back to the real owner, let "it" be wit its couple even U break our relationship. I know u dun want this, but u force urself. :)
Just that, just "teringat" kisah lalu yang bahagia. Why ............
Now I'm missing u, just finish watching TRANSFORMER, the last muvi we watched, b4 I flew to Saudi. And suddenly I remembered, the day I got angry with u, at JUSCO Bukit Tinggi. Its becoz U buy sumting, I get angry, coz U didn't ask my favour to help U. I get worried if U use dat money, u'll dun have any money to use when u get into new sem. After U show me the "things", I got shock, can't say anything,"kelu". Never, nobody did that to me, and dats y I always wearing it, its so damn special and now, it has gone. Go back to the real owner, let "it" be wit its couple even U break our relationship. I know u dun want this, but u force urself. :)
Just that, just "teringat" kisah lalu yang bahagia. Why ............
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