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Saturday, April 16, 2011

Sudah buang....

Salam
The only thing u left in my car. I threw it away,u know the things? It is the last bfast u feed me, the last water u give me. The 'roti kacang" and the 100 plus. We bought it when we pit stop at SHELL near TTDI dear. On our way to the place U breaak all ur promise and the day U slash my heart. Hehhehee.... Hard for me to throw it away, but, the person dat washing my car threw it away in front of my eyes. I kept the rubbish for 4 months++. The tear like to drop off my eyes, I just try to hold it. Damn..I still feel sumting for U,The love, Its gone 4 u, not 4 me..:p.

The important things is, I still remember about ***, and the jcm last nite, make me feel good. And I've to throw the rubbish away. Cos it can cause disease.

Last nite I suddenly remembered the situtation U almost "hilang". Remembered AISHAH, fren of Zaly. Dat nite I went for a drink with zaly and his two colleagues, U refuse to join. I knew why, It cant be wrote down here. Not gud. By the time I finish the "lepak" wit Zaly, when I reach my car, the car was lock. And U are not there!!!!. Damn, where r u, the only things in my mind, maybe sumone kidnapped u. Damn, like battle in a war, I look for zaly and asking him whether he saw u or not. By the time of my " gelbah + kelam kabut" I saw u standing in front of the "Mamak". Oh god, thanks to u. Dunno what will happen, if I cant find u dat nite. And there's sumting U said to me,about my reaction when U enter my car. Its just a memory flashback, when I drove thru that scene, last nite.

Thats my suffer, whereever I go, the memories will flashing back, dats y I said, I'm suffering, and hard for me to forget U. Sorry, this story noting to do wit anybody, it just a story of "ASH".

Hehheheh..gud luck test besok...