Today, lost 2-0 to CJ team. Damn. but she wish me luck. I feel gud, but, i received the mcj after game finish. Huhuhu...she enjoyed overthere? is she? I dont think so. Last news, she quite bz, but its ok, maybe dat boy help him a lot, not like me...useless, loser. I'm getting lost now. Dunno wat happen to me...
To much problem. I lost my focus in everything I do. Should I accept the new offer? Which means I'll totally leave every memories in my beloved MALAYSIA. I really hope I can throw U away, but I can't. Please give a chance. I dunno wat I should do to get U back to me. I have no idea anymore. What advantage he got. Please let me know. If U want get engaged wit him, just go ahead, I'll ask him about dis. I dunno "wat" he use to get U from me. I dunno y U can leave just for sumone U know 4 3 months. Y u leave me 4 sumone dat hypocrite, sumone dat taking advantage of others. Y u can't see dat....?
Thats y I am too angry, U belong to sumone, then y, he did this. Then U backing him up, not backing me. I'm fighting when sumone talking bad about u. Till today, watever I do, I thinking of u. I dont sumone can take ur place i my heart. Pls do pick up my call. I'm missing u alot.....
Please..I'm sorry....I'm sorry....I'm sorry....I'm sorry....I'm sorry....I'm sorry....I'm sorry....
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
Sorry..
08 Jan 2011
4:33 am
Just come back from Wangsa Maju, KL. Got 'game' tonite. Jst hang around, just a help from my buddies to get 'her' from my mind. The result is, FAILED. The federal highway remind me to her, the couple I saw at KL remind me dating her, When I eat at restaurant and saw acouple, dats reminds me to her. Damnn...
Please understand me, just one more chance, I'm going there not to fight, but just to meet U and dat boy. Just wanna explaination from him, just want my right. Yes I did U wrong. I not appreciate (am I?) u, as u said to me, but dats is wrong, dats y I still fight for our relationship. I can't live without U. I tried to accept wat happen between us, but I failed, due to my hardcore LOVE to U. How can U forget just like dat. Last meet U said I must get knowing AFIK, so, I'm going there to learn and knowing him. What's his character, wat he is, wat he want, why he did dis?
I called U not arguing anymore, pls pick up. I really hope U pick up the call.
I'm sorry...I know I'm not the perfect man for U, but give a chance and let me learn from 'my mistake'.
:(
4:33 am
Just come back from Wangsa Maju, KL. Got 'game' tonite. Jst hang around, just a help from my buddies to get 'her' from my mind. The result is, FAILED. The federal highway remind me to her, the couple I saw at KL remind me dating her, When I eat at restaurant and saw acouple, dats reminds me to her. Damnn...
Please understand me, just one more chance, I'm going there not to fight, but just to meet U and dat boy. Just wanna explaination from him, just want my right. Yes I did U wrong. I not appreciate (am I?) u, as u said to me, but dats is wrong, dats y I still fight for our relationship. I can't live without U. I tried to accept wat happen between us, but I failed, due to my hardcore LOVE to U. How can U forget just like dat. Last meet U said I must get knowing AFIK, so, I'm going there to learn and knowing him. What's his character, wat he is, wat he want, why he did dis?
I called U not arguing anymore, pls pick up. I really hope U pick up the call.
I'm sorry...I know I'm not the perfect man for U, but give a chance and let me learn from 'my mistake'.
:(
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Still hoping...
6 Jan 2011
00:00 am
Nothing much, still hoping to have her back. fatin, pls do understand me, dunno wat should I do anymore. Just marry him, then U'll see me stop. Y u can't give just one chance...Plz..
Y u wont pick up my call. I just want to know your news, I never talk about the past. Yesterday U the one want to talk about it. Pls syg...I'm hurt...
:(
00:00 am
Nothing much, still hoping to have her back. fatin, pls do understand me, dunno wat should I do anymore. Just marry him, then U'll see me stop. Y u can't give just one chance...Plz..
Y u wont pick up my call. I just want to know your news, I never talk about the past. Yesterday U the one want to talk about it. Pls syg...I'm hurt...
:(
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Engaged?
5 Jan 2010
23:29
Mentioning engaged, U said, am I ok and stop of everything if U engaged wit him. God dmn it, r u blind or too stupid? U said U knew him well. My cyg, I never imagine ur answer, I've ask u before, for your hand. You refuse wit a reason, afraid line is not clear wit ur abang.
Do u know dat u blow my heart. I never think u can say sumting like that. U break my heart into pieces. Y u dont want to pick up the phone, y not reply my mcj. last time u told me, its coz by afiq (lahanat). He must resposible to all thing he did. If he's not cucuk line, its ok....Now U declare dat U not loving me anymore, we can't be together. Its ok, I wont force U, I just want meet U n seat togehter. Its better if lahanat tu ade.
Now I want my prode back, He did it bangsat way, I pay him the bangsat way. He ask me to do dat. U know I loving U more than anything in this world. Now, wit the power I got, I'll meet 2 of U in Uitm. I want U to know that I will do anything to have back. If i want to hit him, I can, anytime, but I promised to U dat I wont do dat. I ask u to list up all the weaknesses I have, and all the problem in our relationship. He'll pay all the tears. I don't people interfere in our relationship, I dun like people that hypocrite
Sayang, U know, we can stat again, I love U...I just tooo sleepy, too tired...I'll mcj u tomoro. Take care of ur health. 134
23:29
Mentioning engaged, U said, am I ok and stop of everything if U engaged wit him. God dmn it, r u blind or too stupid? U said U knew him well. My cyg, I never imagine ur answer, I've ask u before, for your hand. You refuse wit a reason, afraid line is not clear wit ur abang.
Do u know dat u blow my heart. I never think u can say sumting like that. U break my heart into pieces. Y u dont want to pick up the phone, y not reply my mcj. last time u told me, its coz by afiq (lahanat). He must resposible to all thing he did. If he's not cucuk line, its ok....Now U declare dat U not loving me anymore, we can't be together. Its ok, I wont force U, I just want meet U n seat togehter. Its better if lahanat tu ade.
Now I want my prode back, He did it bangsat way, I pay him the bangsat way. He ask me to do dat. U know I loving U more than anything in this world. Now, wit the power I got, I'll meet 2 of U in Uitm. I want U to know that I will do anything to have back. If i want to hit him, I can, anytime, but I promised to U dat I wont do dat. I ask u to list up all the weaknesses I have, and all the problem in our relationship. He'll pay all the tears. I don't people interfere in our relationship, I dun like people that hypocrite
Sayang, U know, we can stat again, I love U...I just tooo sleepy, too tired...I'll mcj u tomoro. Take care of ur health. 134
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
No answer..
4 Jan 2010
Still have no answer when I called. She keep avoiding me, dunno y...from the lst info I got, just because that motherfucker ask her no to. Damn...I'll come to u my dear, I'll take U back from him. He's not for U, coz u're mine.
U told me before, that sumtimes U cried,after calling me, U run around the field cos tension wit me. U did sumting, if I'm not mistaken, U cut ur self. All of this U did cos U tension wit me, but do U tell me about it, about u cried, about U run the field, about U cut urself. Yes my dear, U didn't, if u told me, I'll go to u on the spot. Its not sweet talker over here. It's me...the one dat love u.
Y u not complained it to me, straightly talk to me. Y u blame me, without give me the opportunity to fix it. Please my dear, dun let me drowned. Let me have ur heart, I know there's still a place for me in your heart. Please, I can't bear this 'malapetaka' sayang.
Just keep in your mind, I'm the way U knew me at our first date, and until now I'm the same person. I'm rarely mcj and called u but we still together for almost 3 years. Coz that time U not studying, U're not influenced by "sumone". Don't let sumting stupid thing like dis happen between us. Jaja nazar broke wit his boy, with statement "I ceraikan die". What the hell is that, r u gud enough? I believe u're not like that. I want u to stop keep in touch wit him, if u not keep in touch wit him, then u're not remembering him, might be then u open back ur heart for me. I'm sorry sayang, I can't let dis thing just end like that. I'll see u this saturday or sunday, just to meet u, my gf.
His word; "Hey. Don't ever let somebody tell you.You can't do something.You got a dream.You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it." . By this word I official announce to Afik, better U read this, step on my dead body, if u want Fatin. I need a table talk wit U, its better if FATIN join together....
Afik...lu main bangsat, gua bg lu jadi bangsat...
Still have no answer when I called. She keep avoiding me, dunno y...from the lst info I got, just because that motherfucker ask her no to. Damn...I'll come to u my dear, I'll take U back from him. He's not for U, coz u're mine.
U told me before, that sumtimes U cried,after calling me, U run around the field cos tension wit me. U did sumting, if I'm not mistaken, U cut ur self. All of this U did cos U tension wit me, but do U tell me about it, about u cried, about U run the field, about U cut urself. Yes my dear, U didn't, if u told me, I'll go to u on the spot. Its not sweet talker over here. It's me...the one dat love u.
Y u not complained it to me, straightly talk to me. Y u blame me, without give me the opportunity to fix it. Please my dear, dun let me drowned. Let me have ur heart, I know there's still a place for me in your heart. Please, I can't bear this 'malapetaka' sayang.
Just keep in your mind, I'm the way U knew me at our first date, and until now I'm the same person. I'm rarely mcj and called u but we still together for almost 3 years. Coz that time U not studying, U're not influenced by "sumone". Don't let sumting stupid thing like dis happen between us. Jaja nazar broke wit his boy, with statement "I ceraikan die". What the hell is that, r u gud enough? I believe u're not like that. I want u to stop keep in touch wit him, if u not keep in touch wit him, then u're not remembering him, might be then u open back ur heart for me. I'm sorry sayang, I can't let dis thing just end like that. I'll see u this saturday or sunday, just to meet u, my gf.
His word; "Hey. Don't ever let somebody tell you.You can't do something.You got a dream.You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it." . By this word I official announce to Afik, better U read this, step on my dead body, if u want Fatin. I need a table talk wit U, its better if FATIN join together....
Afik...lu main bangsat, gua bg lu jadi bangsat...
Monday, January 3, 2011
Dislocate
3rd January 2011
Dislocated finger bone due to my 'new assignment'. Feel good, get the assignment at the right time. Dunno how many times I called to ask her news. Huh...damn!!! She hate me? No, she's not. Hahahha...I'm writing here just to let u know about what I'm doing. Where I go. My daily activity is in another blog.
If u want the address, hit me on ym or email. I miss u damn much. Yes, I am. Just give your news, latest health condition or anything. I worried about u, pls do understand me. I try to keep myself bz, but I failed to do so. Hmm..dunno wat to write, just dont get close with him, I know wat u do overthere. Dont judge me by 2 years of our relationship. U never know my darkside, I'm changing just because of u. Now I'm going back to my old days, not because of u (just minor), but because dat boy. If he's not there, if he's truly want to be ur best friend, if he's honest, this thing wouldn't happen. I know u still love me, still wait for my call. Tts ok if u wont pick up but that bastard also wont pick up. If I called him again, and he's not picking up, I'll break his nose, in ur classroom. So ask him to pick up my call, coz I want to tell him, not to disturb u anymore!!!!
Dislocated finger bone due to my 'new assignment'. Feel good, get the assignment at the right time. Dunno how many times I called to ask her news. Huh...damn!!! She hate me? No, she's not. Hahahha...I'm writing here just to let u know about what I'm doing. Where I go. My daily activity is in another blog.
If u want the address, hit me on ym or email. I miss u damn much. Yes, I am. Just give your news, latest health condition or anything. I worried about u, pls do understand me. I try to keep myself bz, but I failed to do so. Hmm..dunno wat to write, just dont get close with him, I know wat u do overthere. Dont judge me by 2 years of our relationship. U never know my darkside, I'm changing just because of u. Now I'm going back to my old days, not because of u (just minor), but because dat boy. If he's not there, if he's truly want to be ur best friend, if he's honest, this thing wouldn't happen. I know u still love me, still wait for my call. Tts ok if u wont pick up but that bastard also wont pick up. If I called him again, and he's not picking up, I'll break his nose, in ur classroom. So ask him to pick up my call, coz I want to tell him, not to disturb u anymore!!!!
Saturday, January 1, 2011
The new birth.
2nd January 2011
"Hepi besday" received at 1.30 am. Dunno whether she send it to the wrong number or to me, cos there's no name at the end of the statement. That fucker also have the same birth date wit me. I replied it, and there's no reply, dats y I guess she send the wrong mcj to the wrong guy. Celebrating it alone, watching "Damping Malam", but she's always in my mind, I just keep looking to the seat we book at our last muvi.
Feel damn good receiving dat "hepi besday", suddenly her smile and everything good fucking nice memories flashing back in my modulaoblongata. Stopping by at the highway, the tears come out, y it end like dis. Damn fuck. Y I keep thinking about her, y I keep take care about her, y I keep calling her. Y I crying for this relationship. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!. Maybe u can forget all our memories, I said MAYBE!!!
But for me, its damn fucking hard!!! Wherever I go, I always see u. Cinema, Mall, restaurant and bla..bla...How can I forget u.!!!..
But u choose dis way, and say sorry. Now at 28 yr old, I've decided to be sumone bad, cos I know u hate bad guy. I'm sorry if I neglecting u, but for real...I'm not, sayang. U can fix it, but u refuse to do so. Its ok then, coz I'll work out sumting, U're priceless to me, I can't hate U. Dats for real. I dunno the real thing happen between U and Nazri, but from wat I know, I'm get U by proper way, not "RAMPAS". The only thing I can imagine is dat U want a life of a student. Normal student couple, U can go anywhere together, no commitment to work, no problem, can hv a study group together, lunch together, dinner together, everything that U that I FAILED to give to U!!!!
Last time U mcj me that "cian a.z". Why cian to him, then no explaination. Then MAYBE U will blame in the future. I've tried hanging out and date other girl, but what happen? I told her about U, the way U are, ur character and everything. Damn..how U can say dat I'll forget U in short time. Fuck it....
Still feel bad with wat happened...
"Hepi besday" received at 1.30 am. Dunno whether she send it to the wrong number or to me, cos there's no name at the end of the statement. That fucker also have the same birth date wit me. I replied it, and there's no reply, dats y I guess she send the wrong mcj to the wrong guy. Celebrating it alone, watching "Damping Malam", but she's always in my mind, I just keep looking to the seat we book at our last muvi.
Feel damn good receiving dat "hepi besday", suddenly her smile and everything good fucking nice memories flashing back in my modulaoblongata. Stopping by at the highway, the tears come out, y it end like dis. Damn fuck. Y I keep thinking about her, y I keep take care about her, y I keep calling her. Y I crying for this relationship. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!. Maybe u can forget all our memories, I said MAYBE!!!
But for me, its damn fucking hard!!! Wherever I go, I always see u. Cinema, Mall, restaurant and bla..bla...How can I forget u.!!!..
But u choose dis way, and say sorry. Now at 28 yr old, I've decided to be sumone bad, cos I know u hate bad guy. I'm sorry if I neglecting u, but for real...I'm not, sayang. U can fix it, but u refuse to do so. Its ok then, coz I'll work out sumting, U're priceless to me, I can't hate U. Dats for real. I dunno the real thing happen between U and Nazri, but from wat I know, I'm get U by proper way, not "RAMPAS". The only thing I can imagine is dat U want a life of a student. Normal student couple, U can go anywhere together, no commitment to work, no problem, can hv a study group together, lunch together, dinner together, everything that U that I FAILED to give to U!!!!
Last time U mcj me that "cian a.z". Why cian to him, then no explaination. Then MAYBE U will blame in the future. I've tried hanging out and date other girl, but what happen? I told her about U, the way U are, ur character and everything. Damn..how U can say dat I'll forget U in short time. Fuck it....
Still feel bad with wat happened...
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