4 Jan 2010
Still have no answer when I called. She keep avoiding me, dunno y...from the lst info I got, just because that motherfucker ask her no to. Damn...I'll come to u my dear, I'll take U back from him. He's not for U, coz u're mine.
U told me before, that sumtimes U cried,after calling me, U run around the field cos tension wit me. U did sumting, if I'm not mistaken, U cut ur self. All of this U did cos U tension wit me, but do U tell me about it, about u cried, about U run the field, about U cut urself. Yes my dear, U didn't, if u told me, I'll go to u on the spot. Its not sweet talker over here. It's me...the one dat love u.
Y u not complained it to me, straightly talk to me. Y u blame me, without give me the opportunity to fix it. Please my dear, dun let me drowned. Let me have ur heart, I know there's still a place for me in your heart. Please, I can't bear this 'malapetaka' sayang.
Just keep in your mind, I'm the way U knew me at our first date, and until now I'm the same person. I'm rarely mcj and called u but we still together for almost 3 years. Coz that time U not studying, U're not influenced by "sumone". Don't let sumting stupid thing like dis happen between us. Jaja nazar broke wit his boy, with statement "I ceraikan die". What the hell is that, r u gud enough? I believe u're not like that. I want u to stop keep in touch wit him, if u not keep in touch wit him, then u're not remembering him, might be then u open back ur heart for me. I'm sorry sayang, I can't let dis thing just end like that. I'll see u this saturday or sunday, just to meet u, my gf.
His word; "Hey. Don't ever let somebody tell you.You can't do something.You got a dream.You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it." . By this word I official announce to Afik, better U read this, step on my dead body, if u want Fatin. I need a table talk wit U, its better if FATIN join together....
Afik...lu main bangsat, gua bg lu jadi bangsat...
