Its the second day of ur besday. Hmm..not picking up my call...god damn it. U said I went to Saudi not because of u, u said becoz of money. Damn, dat money is for u. I want to use it for our ceremony. Its 3000 miles from Malaysia, I suffer overthere, mental and physical. Then now U left me just becoz of call n msj is not reach the level u expecting for. I work for SAMSUNG coz here got overtime. So I can save more money, since u got another +- 2 years of study.
U said I dont understand u? Is Afik understand u? Is he know what I feel. Is he ever say sorry to me? Ok...I know u from Klang, I know how hard to take U out, how to "bawak awk kuar diam2". Do u think I like that, bring u out like that? What will people said if sumone see us like that. What if we kantoi, then ur brother belasah aku cukup2.?
He know u from UiTM, easy to hang out, easy for everything. It EASY!!!!! not like me in Klang. Just becoz less of mcj and call...u fuck me up!!!! Why, just come back to me, I know u can do dat. If possible both of u must meet me...before I enter ur classroom to meet both of u. Dun let me do that.
A friend of mine from Spain, working together wit me in Saudi, also feel sorry for and advise me just let u go. Yes...but I want to meet that bloody hell boy, Kalau die mampus lagi bagus.
Fuck la...stop smoking....do u know he keep smoking or not, u want a picture of him smoking? I can show u. Being hit by car for u? Is it make u feel 'touching" ker? Wey....I went to Saudi by plane, means, if the plane "jahanam" and going down, I'll be under the 'lautan Hindi" taw...Not enough for u? If u comeback for holiday, how many times I see u for a date? how many times...?
Yes, he got sumting I dun have, U're not materialistic, I know, but people change,U changed. U fuck my truly luv to u. All my saving just 4 u. For us to married and have happy family. All what I've done,is just for u, for U!!!!!
From what u said to me, it more to his stability of life. Yes, more secure la, bapak punye company maa....
U said u just test a relationship wit him, now u said that? What the hell? Last time u busy to engaged or watever, go ahead la, he's not serious la, he to young, he's FUCK!!!! Dun believe me? The time will come.
And dun forget to ask who is his couple last sem.....law student...
